There Will Be Tears

I wanna cry

Sometime I just wanna sit in and cry

Rocking so that I can feel these things deep down inside.

Darkness

I wanna cry

Because I can’t burden you with these things that are burdening me

I wanna cry

Because these walls were built without my consent

To contain things that I didn’t want hide deep inside.

I wanna break these windows and shatter these walls

And feel pain so that you know I am hurting.

I wanna cry

Because the grass always looks greener on the other side but when you get there

Its acid yellow and burned to the ground.

I wanna cry

Because I wanna see his fucking face again

And hold him and let him know everything is alright

Because I am disconnected from the people who disconnected me from the disconnected world

I wanna cry

So that you can see these tears, why can’t you see these tears on my dry skin?

Why can you look and see these oceans welling in my eyes.

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